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Some Bad News

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 1:24 PM
Well... some of you may not know but my great grandmother has been sick for a long time. First she fell and got a concussion... then she was sick with some disease so bad she had to be quarantined... but now its just getting worse. My Grandmother ( Not my great grandma, the one whos sick)just came to our door crying her eyes out saying my Great Grandmother might not live much longer.

I can't believe it when I hear she might be leaving us. It brings tears to my eyes even now to know that things like this might be happening. You could say a lot of things about death... mostly on what happens after death. But what I really want to say is who cares? The fact that someone is physically gone and never coming back is what we really need to take in. Instead of arguing if there is life after death or weather god exists or not... why not just mourn in the fact that someone you love is gone? People dont see it that way. Everyone would rather fight and argue about things... it really disappoints me. Everyone just sees life as one be debate but in the end when someone leaves you is when you really see that it isnt just about all that...

Anyway.... I've loved my nana (great grandma) all my life and I get tearing just thinking about her dead. Going through some very mixed feelings right now.

Mostly about a guy I like but I know he'll never notice me unless I waved my arms infront of his god-like face :love: Ugh... I think about him every night and he's in my thoughts at every free moment of my day ;-;

Just like Marly said...Being in Love sucks... but I am anyway...

In study hall today I think I actually got a look out of him... but mostly because of my friend...

:P

I hate these feelings. I really like Zack... but this other guy.... ;-;

I don't know what to do... But out of the many bad news I given you... I actually have some good news! Im getting a Nintendo DS and Kingdom Hearts 358 2 days for Christman plus something else I'm keeping a secret from Dem Dem... so no one give it away to :iconalakex:

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Why By Ayaka
  • Reading: Book Of Lost Tales
  • Watching: Crisis Core Ending D:
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: no dumb appels this time D:
  • Drinking: Tea

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Mai friends call me Axel, therefore I am.
My Stalkers call me L, cause I'm just that awesome

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  • Current Residence: IN UR FIRE PLACE CONTROLLIN YOUR FLAMES~
  • Interests: ZZZAAAKKKKKKUUUUSSSSSUUU
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantasy VII Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: Miyako Reada~ <3
  • Favourite artist: MARLY!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Genisis (Damn you and your LOVELESS Act Whatever >.<)
  • Favourite style of art: Abs-tract
  • Wallpaper of choice: AkuRoku Anyone?
  • Skin of choice: MAI BIRFDAY SUIT
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts, Kh II, Final Fantasy's Crisis Core, Before Crisis et cettera
  • Favourite cartoon character: Xemnas :3
  • Personal Quote: Fight for those you love, and protect them with unrelenting strength
  • Tools of the Trade: Chakrams
  • MSN: Axelchan@rocketmail.com

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:iconprincessminty:
Thanks for the fav!:D
:iconcrystalglass92:
Sure thing, any time :meow:

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:iconflitterpaw:
Thanks for the fave!

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:iconcrystalglass92:
Anytime :heart:

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Cake doesn't make you fat as long as you burn calories with your brain ~L
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:iconroxelsgirl:
Hey dude! ^-^ totally love ur work dude!

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Without plants there would be no food and the cause of no food the cows their gonna die and if the cows die there will be no milk and the cause of no milk then...WHAT THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSE TO EAT COOKIES WITH?!!!!!!! :ohnoes::ohnoes::ohnoes:
:iconcrystalglass92:
Why thank you :hug:

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Cake doesn't make you fat as long as you burn calories with your brain ~L
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Repose en paix, Zack Fair
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:iconroxelsgirl:
lol ur welcome dude! ^-^

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Without plants there would be no food and the cause of no food the cows their gonna die and if the cows die there will be no milk and the cause of no milk then...WHAT THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSE TO EAT COOKIES WITH?!!!!!!! :ohnoes::ohnoes::ohnoes:
:iconsapphire-demon115:
For Mabinogi....do you have an antivirus/firewall by any chance?

Because if you do, you can unblock it that way and make it work :o

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:iconcrystalglass92:
Ummmm I don't know D:

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Cake doesn't make you fat as long as you burn calories with your brain ~L
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Repose en paix, Zack Fair
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:iconsapphire-demon115:
Check to see if you have antivirus :O

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Friends are like potatoes; If you eat them, they DIE. :ohnoes:

A good friend will sit next to you to comfort you; A best friend will sit square on your lap until you start to laugh.

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